slave [SCREAMS]

I used to be really good at this thing.

I tried. I gave up.

D:

neat.

and tell me this, why do people constantly make new journals? I mean, seriously, does your life change so drastically from one day to the next, that your last obsession just can't be dealt with anymore?


You make no sense.

Its my latest obsession. Its quite unhealthy actually. The sheer fact that I want a time machine just to go back into the early 60's is ridiculous. But who cares!? When he's back there...




Yeah, he's a huge womanizer. I don't care. I'll take a number.

She’s mostly gone, some other place.
I’m getting by, in other ways.
Everything they whispered in our ear,
Is coming true.

Trying to justify the things I used to do,
Believe in you.

Watching you drown,
I’ll follow you down,
I am here right beside you.

The lights in the sky
Have finally arrived
I am staying right beside you.

Trying to stay away,
Just in case.
I’ve come to realise we all have our place
Time, time has a way, you know, to make it clear.
And I have my room and yes, I can’t disappear,
Or leave you here.

Watching you drown,
I’ll follow you down,
And I am here right beside you.
The lights in the sky are waving goodbye,
And I am staying right beside you.

Hello.

I remember you.

i think my car's finally getting fixed.

and its possibly true that this line up of NIN is no long going to be.

bummer.

watching aaron was totally killer.


and i just pierced my nose.

neato.

danny lohner is massive poo.
:P

totally cool, but how the hell did i get 'love bug'?

Just a reflection
Just a glimpse
Just a little reminder
Of all the what abouts
And all the might have
Could have beens
Another day
Some other way
But not another reason to continue
And now youre one of us
The wretched

The hopes and prays
The better days
The far aways
Forget it

It didnt turn out the way you wanted it to, did it

Now you know
This is what it feels like
Now you know
This is what it feels like

The clouds will part and the sky cracks open
And God himself will reach his fucking arm through
Just to push you down
Just to hold you down
Stuck in this hole with the shit and the piss
And its hard to believe it could come down to this
Back at the beginning
Sinking
Spinning
And in the end
We still pretend
The time we spend
Not knowing when
Youre finally free
And you could be

But it didnt turn out the way you wanted it to
It didnt turn out quite the way you wanted it

Now you know
This is what it feels like

You can try to stop it but it keeps on coming
You can try to stop it but-




you know, i should've just known.

I turned 24 on May 12th.

sweet.

I'm back, i think?

sure. why not.

greetings everyone.


( Watch ME!!! )

i brought my laptop to work today. now its like i've got gigs of music at my fingertips! and it doesn't hurt that i found a wireless connection here.

HOORAY! and all that jazz.


song lyrics for the day:

Black Celebration - Depeche Mode

Let's have a black celebration
Black celebration
Tonight

To celebrate the fact
That we've seen the back
Of another black day

I look to you
How you carry on
When all hope is gone
Can't you see

Your optimistic eyes
Seem like paradise
To someone like
Me

I want to take you
In my arms
Forgetting all I couldn't do today

Black celebration
Black celebration
Tonight

To celebrate the fact
That we've seen the back
Of another black day

I look to you
And your strong belief
Me, I want relief
Tonight

Consolation
I want so much
Want to feel your touch
Tonight

Take me in your arms
Forgetting all you couldn't do today

Black celebration
I'll drink to that
Black celebration
Tonight